By Thomas M. Boles Phd., DMin., D.D.
In her book, “A Closer Walk,” author Catherine Marshall tells about a
great personal struggle she experienced after writing a novel
titled “Gloria.” Marshall began the novel in 1969 and then abandoned
the project two-and-a-half years later.
To her, the shelved manuscript was
“like a death in the family.”
In attempting to reconcile her conflicting thoughts and
feelings, Marshall spent time at a retreat house in Florida. While
there, she re-read a Bible story from Numbers about a time
when poisonous snakes filled the Israelite camp.
The people recognized the snakes as a punishment for their sin, and cried out in repentance.
The Lord told Moses to “make a (bronze) snake and put it up on a
pole; anyone who is bitten can look at it and live.” (Numbers 21:9.)
Marshall realized that just as the Israelites took that which had
hurt them, lifted it up to God, and were healed, so we each can take
our mistakes and sons, lift them to God in prayer, and trust Him
to heal us.
She writes, “When any one of us has made a wrong (or
even doubtful) turning in our lives through arrogance or lack of trust
or impatience or fear, God will show us a way out.” Even when we
stray, He knows both where we are and how to get us back on His
Decisions can take you out of God’s will but never out
of His reach.
If we are faithless, He will remain
faithful, for he cannot disown himself.
2 Timothy 2:13